Eventhough it's always a big smile on the face, trust me, deep down in there, it's a total contrast.
Days been stressful nowadays. Always staying back till late afternoon in school. Honestly, I'm so tired. I barely sleep every night. Maybe I'm beginning to the pre-stage of insomnia. I feel so undecided and insecure everyday. I'm not sure what made me become like that. And I can't lead a group of people. I tried and tried. Not a single time, it's a success. Mum says I just have to wait for the right time when that particular event is really in my path. But how long do I need to wait? I'm already 16. I'm going to spend my last schooling year next year and off to college.
They call it 'Maybe, it's not meant to be'. I call it 'Bullcrap!' What are the Americans doing? Having Paul leaving Idol is already hard to be accepted. And Stefano on the following week? It's insane! No offence but I think having Lauren in the Top 6 is too much. I mean to me, Paul and Stefano are way much more better than her. I mean she sings like any normal American. Don't get me wrong, I'm just expressing my thoughts here.
So much to do in so little time. Yes, it's true what that line says. Exams and competitions are getting closer and closer day by day. But each day of mine is spent with doing craps. 'Time management is important', and so says my mum. I know that. Actually, I knew that since I was 6? So what? I planned my schedule. But it always clashes. I end up staying back on days I'm suppose to go home right after school ends and study. I keep telling this to everyone. But they say it's just an excuse. Oh really? Try being me for a day and you'll see. Maybe you'll even wave that white flag of yours before a day even finishes.
Maybe it's time for miracles,
Screw them! It'll never happen.
Destiny is for losers. It's just a stupid excuse to wait for things to happen instead of making them happen. -Blair Waldorf.
Days been stressful nowadays. Always staying back till late afternoon in school. Honestly, I'm so tired. I barely sleep every night. Maybe I'm beginning to the pre-stage of insomnia. I feel so undecided and insecure everyday. I'm not sure what made me become like that. And I can't lead a group of people. I tried and tried. Not a single time, it's a success. Mum says I just have to wait for the right time when that particular event is really in my path. But how long do I need to wait? I'm already 16. I'm going to spend my last schooling year next year and off to college.
They call it 'Maybe, it's not meant to be'. I call it 'Bullcrap!' What are the Americans doing? Having Paul leaving Idol is already hard to be accepted. And Stefano on the following week? It's insane! No offence but I think having Lauren in the Top 6 is too much. I mean to me, Paul and Stefano are way much more better than her. I mean she sings like any normal American. Don't get me wrong, I'm just expressing my thoughts here.
So much to do in so little time. Yes, it's true what that line says. Exams and competitions are getting closer and closer day by day. But each day of mine is spent with doing craps. 'Time management is important', and so says my mum. I know that. Actually, I knew that since I was 6? So what? I planned my schedule. But it always clashes. I end up staying back on days I'm suppose to go home right after school ends and study. I keep telling this to everyone. But they say it's just an excuse. Oh really? Try being me for a day and you'll see. Maybe you'll even wave that white flag of yours before a day even finishes.
Maybe it's time for miracles,
Screw them! It'll never happen.
Destiny is for losers. It's just a stupid excuse to wait for things to happen instead of making them happen. -Blair Waldorf.
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