Got this from my Tumblr. I read it and I thought of blogging the things that have been on my mind lately. If you've been around and have cared about me and my life, you would have known that I've fallen for a guy a few months ago. And soon, most of the people around me got to know about it ; including that guy himself.
It was almost like a dream came true when he got to know bout it. We started texting, chatting and replying each other's tweet. He was cold at first but he eventually got more comfortable. Eventhough we didn't plan on meeting each other, we always see each other. Maybe it was fated.
Last week, a friend of mine told that he isn't a good guy. I still don't understand why she would say that but I know that she is trying to protect me. But in order to me to forget about him, I have to know the reason why he's not a good guy. I've been trying to get that answer for a week now but all I get is 'It's better if you didn't know.' I wanna know. I really do.
Yes. It does still hurts at times. I forget bout him if I don't see him or hear from him. But everytime I see him or when someone brings up his name, the feelings I have for him and the guilt of liking him comes back. I really hate that feeling. It sucks. Sometimes I'd just wish that I've never knew him.
But whatever that happens, I will move on and find happiness. All things comes to an end. And I know this will end someday. I will get over you. I promise, but till then I will always miss you.
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